A Trans Experience (A big catch up)
It's been a while since I've visited my blog and yet they are just so many things I want to talk about. There have just been so many things going on for some time and in ways I feel like I have not really made any progress. If anything things have gone backwards. So how do you measure progress especially when you don't feel like you'll making any. All I know is that I am not where I want to be, and that I am having to fight more than ever just to live. On the plus side I suppose I can say that I am reacting or responding better than I once would have, and in that maybe that is my measure of progress. I suppose it's in the little distinctions like we can see ourselves. Most of my reactions would probably be fairly typical of a neuro diverse person. I can't talk for people not neuro diverse because it's never been my experience. Things not going to script make it difficult for me to process, I have to start organizing my mind to try and keep up with ...
